most of the students are now back at their hometown, as this week is the semester break for this semester. and as for me lak, im stuck at the office, doing absolutely nothing. bukannyer takder keje, ada berlambak keje, tapi ntahla, biasalah, malas nak buat lagi. dah nak abis keje baru nak buat keje...hehehe...pening kepala dok depan komputer...buka internet, asyik buka suratkhabar....i jus dont understand how some people can sit and stare the computer for hours...i mean, i myself cannot...CANNOT sit and looking at the computer for even 1 hour straight. letih la mata...lagipun macam nak juling tengok skrin....apa2la...yang giler main komputer tuh, memang giler.....

Salam 2010...

alahai...kalu ada orang baca blog nih, mesti ada orang akan kata.."Woi, lampi betul lah! dah 3 bulan sambut New Year!!!" a'ah kan dah hampir 3 bulan kita menyambut tahun baru 2010, tapi it doesn't matter, because to me i don't really care about the celebration and the what so ever called as the new year's resolution, but what is more important is that we are living every seconds in our days in live with the poeple that we care and love. i wanted to talk about the life that i have now, i have a wonderful husband who cooks my breakfast this morning untuk ditapau ke tempat kerja (time kasih yer abang sebab masak kat waddah pagi tadi) and a beautiful and yet solehah daughter, anak mama, Iman. our darling daughter is already one year old this year, macam tak percaya lak bila tengok Iman dah besar, macam miracle. rasa macam, bila aku mengandung yek? bila aku bersalin yek? yeah, i know that it sounds weird but i do feel like that. i am in disbelief feelings. macam tak percaya tau. to tell you the truth, masa in labour tuh, Allah maha Kaya, aku tak rasa sakit sangat pun. malah cuma back pain yang seolah2 macam period pain. in fact, my contractions pun tak der dalam monitor...pelik kan.. but suami kesayangan berada disamping all the time, giving me a lot of encouragement throughout the whole time. alas, when the time i felt like pushing the baby, aku tak der pun rasa sakit, except nak rasa macam nak teran jer...i pushed for about 3 times and the fourth time, WELCOME BABY IMAN....but that was a year ago, now our baby is already 1 year old..dah berlari dah pun. bijak lak tuh...anak mama memang bijak dan solehah...rasa macam nak bagi jer adik kat Iman, tapi pikir2 biarlah dulu... ada banyak commitment lain. suami aku pun murah rezeki selepas kelahiran anak kami tuh. dia dapat Anugerah Perkhidmatan Cemerlang, dapat beli motor baru dan yang terbaru dapat tukar kereta lama dia ke kereta baru...Alhamdullilah...sume berkat kerajinan dia. aku tahu dia memang kerja kuat dan dia layak dapat sume tuh...ha, talking about Iman's 1st birthday, kami suma menyambutnya secara ala kadar. takder pun jemputan luaran, cuma kami anak beranak dan yang terpenting, mama, abah dan amira ada. hafiz lak, tak balik masa tuh, jadi dia tekder. kalu ikutkan hati aku, nak jer aku sambut besar2an, tapi kami suami isteri nak didik Iman dengan kesederhanaan, nak ajar dia dengan perasaan rendah diri dan yang pasti nak dia faham, bahawa kesenangan bukanlah satu perkara yang mudah untuk digapai dalam hidup. kami nak dia belajar melalui kesusahan, memahami akan keadaan orang lain yang mungkin tak senasib atau sesenang Iman. kami pun tak lah senang mana, ada ketikanya kami juga ada merasai kesempitan wang, tapi kami lalui dengan sabar dan redha akan ketentuan Yang Maha Esa. setakat ini, sumenya cukup makan, cukup pakai, cukup segala2nya...Alhamdulillah...moga Allah membuka Hati kami sekeluarga untuk sentiasa menerima Hidayah Mu Ya Allah....Amin