Tragic death

i guess by now everybody has found out that a very talented actor from down-under..Heath Ledger, passed away in a tragic and yet mysterious death. i would say it is a great loss to the world of entertainment. to be honest, heath was not really that strikingly good-looking but his characters (especially in the movies that he had chosen to be in) had obviously made me fall in love with him...over and over again. especially in the film- ten things i hate about you. although the film is a date movie, but again there are certain elements that intrigue me to watch the film over and over again. the patriot is another brilliant film that heath acted. it was tragic and, certainly the element of patriotism, revenge, family bonds is being cleverly conveyed. i dunno whether the actor had problems in his life or not. but he will be remembered for his works and his talents.

Missing my hubby.......

another tiring day...im really tired today. its the first day of lecture and boy..after being in the comfort zone for quite a while, ive lost all the energy to stay focus to my job. still, i enjoy every single thing that i do. hmmm...i really miss my hubby...hes away most of the time...ldm(long distance marriage)...sob...sob...i want him NOW!!!!!!!!

this is a song that i really lurrve...i think there is a touch of reality in the song.. and the melody is just fantastic...the singer really has done a good job. i dunno about other people's interpretation...but the situation can happen to anybody in the world. i certainly hope that it will never...NEVER...EVER happen to me....nevertheless, i still love the song although the meaning of the song is sad...so, ive put in the lyric of the song..and if...

a stranger in my house

I don't understand

You look just like the man

In the picture by our bed

The suspence is pounding and clouding up my head

I'm checkin' your clothes

And you wear the same size shoe

You sleep in his spot

And you're driving his car

But I don't know just who you are

There's a stranger in my house

It took a while to figure out

There's no way you could be who you say you are

You gotta be someone else

Cuz he wouldn't touch me like that

And he wouldn't treat me like you do

He would adore me, he wouldn't ignore me

So I'm convinced there's a stranger in my house

I'm not sure who you are

Don't see your shadow around when you walk

Ain't leavin' no kisses

Goodbye with no words

If these walls could talk

They would have nothing to tell

So what could it be?

Is there someone immitating me?

Could she be taking my place?

Look me in the face

And tell me that I'm wrong

When I say...There's a stranger in my house

It took a while to figure out

There's no way you could be who you say you are

You gotta be someone else

Cuz he wouldn't touch me like that

And he wouldn't treat me like you do

He would adore me, he wouldn't ignore me

So I'm convinced there's a stranger in my house

Pop quiz

Tell me where we first kissed

Tell me where my spot is

Tell me if I liked it, loved it

Or could it be

That the stranger is me

Have I changed so drastically?

Is it I want more for me?And you remain the same

There's a stranger in my houseIt took a while to figure out

There's no way you could be who you say you are

You gotta be someone else

Cuz he wouldn't touch me like that

And he wouldn't treat me like you do

He would adore me, he wouldn't ignore me

So I'm convinced there's a stranger in my house

arghhhhhhh......

life is a winding and tricky road...you must strive hard to achieve what you want in your life

• busy...busy...busy...im so da** tired...lack of sleep, lack of rest, lack of food...aiyaaaa...fyi, we have just started a new semester for polytechnics all over malaysia..so now im quite busy helping the 'orientation team' with the orientation. this time around, the students are more taller than i am (believe me, i know...im already standing at 172cm) and they are still taller than i am. its not than im intimidated with their height but by looking at their faces, im worried that this semester, ill be in 'pain'. yup...most of them are ehem..senior students and teaching older students is no easy job. you must really push them to the limit and to do that, ill be mentally and physically challenged. fuhh....i bet im going to have a hard time teaching them. but that what make this job interesting. you must be able to become a chameleon. you must study their tricks and moves so that you can catch their attention. i love teaching..i do..its my passion. its satisfying when you see the students got good results and can do the things that they were not able to do before. as for me who is teaching english...(pardon my language here ok..eheh)its a big challenge. malaysian students, especially malays are really not good in this and they usually think this course(my course!) is a 'waste of time course'!! so as you can see, i have to somehow change their mentality towards the language and to make them understand of the importance of the language is not easy. i have to make sure that my teaching is related to their main course and that it is very useful to them if they want to survive in the 'occupation world'. not to mention, all those documentation thing that all lecturers have to do every semester.

a new year...a new beginning...

WELCOME 2008!!!!!!!!!!

hmm...a new year, a new beginning...a new resolution...some say. truthfully, i dont believe in making resolution every single year. to me, a resolution is something that you need to do every day...not once a year. every day, we must have an aim...a resolution...something to motivate us to do anything...to me those who make resolution ONLY at the beginning of the year...NEVER...i repeat..NEVER works hard to achieve on what they have aimed. lazy people i say. why? they just want to achieve one thing in one year. isnt that silly? we made choices every day..making decision...aiming on what to do so that the day will run smoothly...dont they realize that all those things are resolution??by doing that we are becoming a better person...everyday..i am that kind of person. i have resolutions every day. today, i wanted to finish all the things that my boss wanted and in which i did... and i felt good. by nature, i am a lazy person. but by having aims and resolution in my day, i have somehow become hardworking...and not becoming a lazy person anymore....dahla...bosan lak cite pasal resolution ni....anyway, since this is my first entry in this blog...i wan to say.....WELCOME TO MYSELF.....HEHEHEHEH

WANT TO BE A GOOD WIFE...A GOOD COOK...A GOOD WORKER...A GOOD TEACHER...A GOOD PERSON.....ALWAYS AND FOREVER.......